Its a gorgeous day today. I have a huge window next to me and the sun is shining brightly and the clouds are this beautiful woolly white and even though I cant laze around in the sun all day which is what I feel like doing just the fact that I have such a magnificent view more than makes up for it.
I turned 23 on the 14th. It was a pretty unremarkable birthday but for a few things which not only made it memorable but also one of those milestone birthdays. It was complete with flowers and gifts and cake and books and family. The only thing which lacked was km’s presence 
I don’t think much changed instantly but then what does as age is nothing but a number. I need to make it count by changing myself, things like irritation at the smallest things and my timekeeping need to be improved radically because if i don’t do that soon i might regret my lack of willpower very soon and very strongly.
Hopefully this year will, if not better than the last, be equally happy and maybe I’ll find that elusive satisfaction which has fled my life. Again something which wont drop in my lap just because I wish it so
Atleast this birthday was brought in with ray and me together and everybody I cared about calling or messaging me, a huge improvement from last time Also being at the Taste Festival, fireworks a half hour before 12, awesome food and very cute chefs make for a very good beginning to a new year =)
Adding to the list of do’s I need to become so much better where correspondence is concerned. So far the pace at which i respond to people is very, very rude.
I was writing a much more humorous post in my head last night but frankly now i cant recall any of it, so this will have to do. I think I should to stop saying and thinking “this will have to do” too!! It makes me feel like I’m settling for something less than prefect and that is not an attitude I should nourish.
Inshallah this year will be good, to all of us
3 Comments
November 18, 2008 at 5:27 pm
Aw happy birfday kurria! Sorry I missed it. Didn’t know.
Thank you! How were you supposed to??
November 21, 2008 at 12:04 am
sorry for being late:S
belated happy birthday to you..best wishes & regards(f)
Thank you!
November 23, 2008 at 10:53 am
belated happy bday. Lucy to have a bday on 14th nov, which is celebrated as Children’s day in India.
You’ll always be able to keep the innocence of childhood alive in you